“Sometimes, I just want to say fuck it because I know everything you said was a lie.
Sometimes, I just want to go out, get wasted and high, and forget every memory we ever had.
Sometimes, I want to find someone new, fuck them until I can’t feel anything, and try to forget you.
But most of the time, I just want to crawl into my bed and cry my eyes out because no matter how much you hurt me, I could never do any of that to you. I’m always going to love you. I’m always going to be here waiting if you ever decide to come back.”"